BlueWaterNymph

I know I shouldn't complain... and I'm just making things worse by trying to draw attention to myself but I need to talk (or type) even though I'm sure no one will listen. It is really all my fault when I think about it. My fault that I'm so useless and I can't do anything right, or get anything done. I can't seem to go one day without mucking something up. I can't stop the voices from repeating those sorts of things to me all day. They won't shut up. I know that they're just in my head, my councillor tells me this every time. But they hurt to hear and I can't stop them right now. I can't tell my family because it will just be 'Oh she's pull

(Dared by http://isil9.deviantart.com/ )  Comment and I'll... I. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page. II. Tell you a colour you remind me of. III. Tell you Element I think you belong to. IV. Tell you what comic, manga/anime, or video game character you remind me of. V. Ask you a question, and you must answer. VI. Tell you something I like about you. VII. Give you a nickname. VIII. Tell you the object that is to the left of me. IX. Tell you what food/flavor/smell you remind me of. X. Tell you to do one in your journal, too. (If you want)

So, I disappeared for a while. A lot happen, most of which I will not go into detail about. In summary, I was at school, and now I'm back home early. Or I was back home early... then I got a job and then I lost that job. Things were dark, but I'm much better now. I will be away for a week as I am going to a camp where I will be quilting the whole time with my Mum in a class. I'll be sure to take lots of pictures. That's also why I sort of did two big dumps of pictures in the last week. I've just been in a good mood and I haven't felt that in a while.